dc.description.abstract | This article explores the motivations of adult amateur tap dancers to gain insight
into how they construct their social reality, what is the significance of this activity
to the dancers, and how does it relate to the dance “culture” more broadly. The
research was done as a participant observer amongst a group of primarily middleaged women in six different locations over a period of five years. These amateur
tap dancers are strongly motivated in spite of their minimal talent and the lack of
support they might experience when compared to professional dancers. Their
often-labored explanations, while unable to enunciate the essence of the sensation
they experience, describe what they are doing as a group ritual of emotional
renewal. By examining what is said and not said, I additionally uncover social
constraints that shaped their explanations. Performance emerges as a game in
which the amateur challenges the socially constructed norms of legitimacy in art
culture. This “scary” feat of performing is worth the effort because of its innate thrill
and the expectation of applause from an audience largely outside the group. | en_GB |